every night I feel the same
(staring out the window at the nothing that is staring back at me)
i can feel it like the rain
(drowning out the voices and the stupid little noises in my brain)
i have nothing to say
every night I feel the same
everyday I feel so strange
(like everything I used to be is just another plastic memory)
it hits me everyday
(while everyone's so entertained to drain the living life right out of me)
still have nothing to say
ever day I feel so strange
{i don't know what I've seen
is it real? has it always been there?
how can I see what no one believes?
should I scream? would anyone care?}
do I take this on?
is it too far gone?
i don't believe in myself
might as well just try
I won't live a lie
I'll take my cross and find a way
credits
released January 7, 2021
All instruments and production- Darryl Chabot and Alec Johnson
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